Me
I am/ have been:
[] anorexic
[x] ednos
[x] bulimic
[x] living off diet pills
[x] hungry
[x] thirsty
[x] drinking something
[x] Under 100lbs
[x] fasting/starving myself
PEOPLE:
[x] have called me fat
[x] have said I’m skinny
[x] have said I’m ugly
[x] have said I’m pretty
[x] spread rumors about me
[x] force me to eat
[x] say I eat too much
[x] wish I’d eat more
I WISH:
[x] I were THIN
[x] I had a better body
[x] I didn’t have to eat
[x] I could control myself
[x] I was under 110lbs
[x] I could avoid food
[x] I could hide what I am
[x] I weren’t fat
[x] I were pretty
[] I could stop being anorexic/bulimic/ednos
I LOVE:
[x] feeling hungry
[x] seeing a difference when fasting
[x] shaking
[x] feeling airy
[x] losing weight
[x] being anorexic/bulimic
[x] green tea
[x] diet pills
[x] being able to turn down food
[] feeling good about myself
APPEARANCE:
[x] I think I’m ugly
[x] I have many scars
[x] I wish my hair were a different color
[] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color
[] I have a tattoo
[x] I am self-conscious about my appearance
[] I have/had braces
[] I wear glasses
[x] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free
[] I’ve been told I’m attractive by a complete stranger
[] I have more than 2 piercings
[x] I have piercings in places besides my ears
[x] I have freckles
FAMILY:
[x] I’ve sworn at my parents
[x] I’ve run away from home
[] I’ve been kicked out of the house
[] My biological parents are together
[] I have a sibling less than one year old
[] I want to have kids someday
[] I’ve had children
[] I’ve lost a child
[] I can’t have children
RELATIONSHIPS:
[x] I’m single
[] I’m in a relationship
[] I’m engaged
[] I’m married
[] I’ve gone on a blind date
[] I’ve been the dumpee more than the dumper
[x] I miss someone right now
[x] I have a fear of abandonment
[] I’ve cheated in a relationship
[] I’ve gotten divorced
[x] I’ve had feelings for someone who didn’t have them back
[] I’ve told someone I loved them when I didn’t
[] I’ve told someone I didn’t love them when I did
[x] I’ve kept something from a past relationship
[x] I’ve been in a relationship with someone the same gender as myself
SEXUALITY:
[x] I’ve had a crush on someone of the same sex
[x] I’ve had a crush on a teacher
[x] I am a cuddler
[] I’ve kissed in the rain
[x] I’ve hugged a stranger
[x] I have kissed a stranger
BAD TIMES:
[x] I’ve consumed alcohol
[] I regularly drink
[] I can’t swallow pills
[] I can swallow numerous pills at a time without water
[] I have been diagnosed with clinical depression
[x] I shut others out when I’m upset
[] I take anti-depressants
[x] I’m anorexic or bulimic or have EDNOS
[x] I’ve slept an entire day when I didn’t need it
[x] I’ve hurt myself on purpose
[] I’m addicted to self harm
[x] I’ve woken up crying
[x] I’ve lost weight
[x] I’ve gained weight
[x] My weight holds me back
[x] Weight consumes me
[] I’m at my thinnest
[x] I’m at my biggest
[] I’ve lost weight and kept it off
[x] I’ve lost weight but gained it back
[x] My weight affects my mood
[x] I weigh myself daily
[x] I am jealous of everyone smaller than me
[x] I thrive on compliments
[x] I feel bigger than people who are my size
[x] I feel happy when I’m hungry
[x] I get depressed after I eat
[x] I’ve skipped a meal
[x] I’ve thrown food away
[x] I’ve spit food out
[x] I’ve fasted
[x] I’ve taken diet pills
[x] I’ve used laxatives
[x] I’ve purged
[] I exercise
[] I exercise so I can eat
[x] I work out secretly
[] I work out daily
[x] I’ve fainted from exhaustion
I’VE DONE:
[x] Weed
[x] Cigarettes
[x] Alcohol
[x] Diet pills
[x] Pain killers
[] Sleeping pills
[] Anti-depressants
[] Ecstasy
[] LSD
[] Mushrooms
[] Speed
[] Cocaine
[] (adderal and vyvanse]
Other
HABITS:
[x] I keep my eating habits a secret
[x] I look at thinspo
[x] I collect thinspo
[x] I count calories
[x] I’ve had negative intake days
[x] I avoid food
[]x I hate food
[] I love food
[x] I want to be this way
[] I don’t want to be like this
[x] I wish I could have more control
[x] Being thin is my top priority
[] I am in treatment
[x] I’m doing this for me
[] I’m doing this for someone
[x] I’m doing this to prove myself
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